Open Love Letter to my Eric bear!

I wrote this letter on December 27, 2007 on my blog page on

Open Love Letter – Accept or leave me alone

Like everybody knows, there’s always a life before a relationship. Not saying that life stops when in a relationship. Life is even more intensive having a partner on your side. And I’m the luckiest woman in the world, to call Eric my man. He’s charming, loving, strong, brave, amazing … oh my, there are soooo many awesome words in this world to describe him and also there will never be enough words in this world about how much I love him, how much I feel for him. Not even the most beautiful word in this world can discribe my deep, true and real emotions I feel for him. And no mind other than his and mine will ever be able to grasp the deep connection we have. And people who never experienced what Eric and me experience right now will ever understand that this is possible. Yes, all these pessimists are right, that we never met in reality before. But this doesn’t matter to us. Actually we think it’s ten times better meeting this way than starting off with sex. You don’t want to understand that? Fine with me. But leave me alone giving me shit about it. Even that I try to explain my emotions here you will never have a clue about my feelings for Eric. He’s my sunshine on a cloudy rainy day. He’s my pillow when I need to whine about anything. He makes me happy, even that he’s thousands of miles away from me. He’s my anchor windward. Just knowing how much he feels for me and that we are together makes me feel complete. Our minds, hearts and souls speak to each other. Or like he phrased it: “Knowing a reunion on day to come, For now soul speaking as we are one”. During the last couple weeks Eric became the biggest part in my life. And I made it to my, call it mission, duty, assignment, to motivate him during his deployment. To keep him smiling at the other end of the world, at a place where it seems no God of any religion, no higher power at all is present. I’m his driving force while he’s there. I can’t wait to have him in my arms. To kiss him, cuddle with him, giving him all kind of love I am able to give, to drink and be goofy with him. I want to START THE CONTINUATION OF OUR LOVE LIFE TOGETHER. At the end I have to tell you, that if you have been a friend with benefits before my relationship, don’t expect me to hook up with you for that kinda friendship. I AM FAITHFUL. If you can’t deal with the fact that I AM TAKEN than you have to deal with the fact I can’t be your friend no more.


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