I Miss My Soldier

My amazing Eric bear,

The thought of you is so familiar and constant upon my mind that any distraction but even for a moment leaves my heart wanting and wishing for your return. You have this woman’s heart overflowing with desire for your presence. If for nothing more than a soft kiss upon your hand or a touch upon your cheek, I want. The thoughts created from within your mind amaze me. Hours, years and lifetimes of light and in deep conversation could be enjoyed between us. From the beauty of a summer’s day or the color of your eyes to the folding of time and space or the beginning of a new life, I could be absorbed in sharing thoughts, ideas and dreams with you forever and beyond.

To hear your voice elates me. The thought of you makes me smile. The thought of you unhappy, just as easily crushes me. You have affected me in so many ways. The adrenalin runs through my body with overwhelming desire for you; I hope that your reaction is not unlike my own. It seems that my heart has nearly come to the point where my mind has no words to relay the passion felt within. A fire grows daily. From wanting, desiring, and needing more. Yes much more.

I wish that I knew, whether my feelings were my own or were also shared by you. Not that I require such attention but the lack of it causes wonder if my emotions are directed but not returned. But even through this uncertainty, my desire continues to grow.
Each morning as I rise and each night as I lay my mind returns to you. And throughout the day I anticipate the chance to hear your voice and hear the words to put my mind at ease, saying that you have feelings for me, a desire to continue on a path that leads to us.

I long for you until you come back and we’ll can start out continuation!


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